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Friday, August 9, 2013

Okay, baby girl that hates me-

Lie down in your cradle and you'll get well.  You were ugly, anyway.  Why you think Ellen thinks your even shit?

What if that girl is playing with herself..

What if she's like a ghost who left the past?

This happened before.

A girl in Ginny's class seemed like she was confronting me.

Worried I Hurt Someone a Lot

I think my negative protruding responses to a girl's thoughts of my logic she dug into and was sly with me about .. the cars roared by and each time she looked less small and precious, a blonde.  I am hurt, I know Ellen thinks the blondes are nicer.  Well, I don't believe everyone should be white-haired.  I can see no brown hair.

I said something, and she knew it made sense but went all funky and thought she could cascade into "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" you know to take my place like I have a place.

Back!

Home Sweet Home

Mobile Soon

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New Video of Me Talking

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New Photos and Videos

New Photos of Me

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New Videos of Me Singing

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Doesn't this picture of me

look French?

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Edit

Background.  Before it was German.

Hey..

Ellen, I thought I was more French than you: link.

how abouts DIS

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This 1 looks like Missy

Hayley Westenra!

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Does this look like me?

A Dutch girl!  Yes, yes!

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Wonder

Why does Ellen seem so singularly satisfied with her ethnicity?  I don't even know what I am!

Why college?

In what way are we to fit in General Studies?  Some schools with music subtract courses from General Studies requirements.  If I went to college, I wish I'd done it in singing.

Everyone gets a degree?

I dunno, what did I not do that's not enough?  Why am I not in some English movie..

Ethnicities

Amanda Seyfried's dad is mostly German and some English.  Her mom is German and Scotch-Irish.  She has a baby pic up, too, reminds me of me.  The 1 by that French girl, Zoey Deschanel, also had a baby pic up like Ellen, recent immigrants from France.  However, Ellen also has a relation with Kate Middleton, a brunette in England, kinda skinny in a way.  Anyway, I get ole thot from my dad.  I however just consider myself a German.  Some of them are a bit naughty here.  Amanda Seyfried seems disconnected.  So does Taylor Swift.  My teacher's dad is from where Jackie Evancho is from and where I wanted to live.  She has like Eastern European, Southeastern I think.  There's another famous lady Renee Fleming who moved to upstate NY.  My dad himself is from only northern Pennsylvania and a little southern New York state.  I wonder what it is about Amanda Seyfried different from Ellen, not having French.  Lots of people don't, but they still seem to like it.  I don't know how much I'd have.

Napped

I slept sometime after supper until like 10 P.M.

Trayin' ta sleeepp

I'm trying fiercely to sleep but had to sit up.

Shit Bomb

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So, why do I have to worry @ that old theater teacher blocking me?  She deleted a post, then stalked me on my blog for no good reason.  I called her a nigger cuz she wasn't supposed to see and I thought it was funny but try not to do that.

How to Be

You have no right to tell an Asian who to be because you have too many views.

No one would have told me

like some schizo new idea that Ellen DeGeneres is "better" than me.  I'm making up eating now, but it's too late in a way or in some way.

So..

it seems like a stopping point that Ellen was a fat teenager, like my theater teacher from there, Metarie, LA.

I realized for the 1st time

why people dislike my cousin.  She takes away attention you got before she was born.

New Video and Photo

New Video of Me Talking

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May I Point Out

When anything big happens to me, someone ruins it?

Still Hungry

Well, not for now.  I know I had 2 boiled eggs, a ham cheese lettuce mayonaisse sammich, bread and melted butter greasy and stale this time.  More Root Beer finished and mostly finished the orange soda, then water.

Wale! (Well)

My dad wasn't really all that social nor connected to me since I got called to the counselor.

I really don't get it.

My cousin is younger.  She will have problems.

Lots of oldest girls probably have it good.

Problema

I really coped being the oldest, and now my dad is having some litter party uncoping me so my cousin is better than me.
Just See the Hype

They're just afraid of her.

They are making accident births feel that I'm the accident so they won't hurt me.  I have nothing to do with their birth, and they were not an accident to their parents.

Wale! (Well)

If someone is younger, why do they get all in the groove when they know they're just a pile of shit?

People Getting Older

They just want to know that people make up insults to rub things in the right way without saying anything.

Problema

Stop ruining my life so I'm below par.

What Got Me

My cousin feels excited @ being the youngest in her close relatives.  Otherwise, I don't know if there are girls younger than her, maybe 1.  Unfortunately, she has white, smooth, curly hair, but her mom is dark.

Weirdos in the Kitchen

My cousin is a slimeball, have to tackle some way of how to figure her outta my life.

Also, I heard noises in the kitchen and ended up thinking of an attack, realized I was startled and being like hypnotized.  People decide what to think.  If not, that's not their thought.  That's just a fantasy.

My Hair

I dunno, I mean it changes a lot.  It usually has plenty of substance but was rather see-through.

Hair

I don't know @ Ellen's hair.  It seems stringy.

O..

I'm not an adult.

Argh

What do you think @ high school?  I shoulda just gone to NOCCA for singing.  My life is also centered on doing nothing a lot of the time and doing floor workouts to get in shape and stay that way.

My Aunt

She's doing 3 years to be a nurse.  She looks young, has no kids, has a husband.

Retiring

What do you think @ people in their 50s and 60s retiring?  I thought successful, rich people in their 70s were still active in the world other than golfing.  Don't you want your own parents to be there for you emotionally?  It must be depressing.  I never had a life thanks to kids with Baby Boom parents.

New Video

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Did you know..

I used to yell @ my therapist?

I told her why do you get 711 slurpies?  Soda slushes aren't good to me, anymore.

Me Being Mad

If you keep telling me someone's insulting me, I won't sit there and tip toe around them.  If they didn't, then why does it matter?

Problema

Chloe Grace Moretz is SO MEAN.

Problema

Why should I care @ Ellen DeGeneres if I can make her feel zonked out?

Bella Thorne posted another incessant picture blabbing that she zonked me out.  Go zonk yourself out.

Dealing With It

I thought there were a set of things you did before you started being like an electrocuted thing supposedly not having met them in "the game."

What's Hot or What's Not

Well, if Ellen doesn't know Chloe Grace Moretz, Chloe probably won't care @ her.

Alone on Set

I met Chloe Grace Moretz, well saw her, on Twitter when she started to meet, er, Mister Burton.

Accepting a "Different" Heritage Altogether

Chloe Grace Moretz does not accept she is Georgian.

Isolated Communities in the U.S.A.

So, Chloe Grace Moretz just solved more problems being in an isolated community, so-to-speak.

Digging Further

Would that make someone from Georgia more like a European|American or Canadian?

And Other Things

Something that makes me feel better is though I'm older I do spend time on people like Chloe Grace Moretz.

People Do Things

If Chloe Grace Moretz copies people like me, then how is she the 1 with any original idea?

So

Kick Ass 2 is coming out now.. Chloe Grace Moretz.  It would sure be fun to catch this if I'm not at home recuperating.  Why is does she think she is smarter because supposedly her parents are from the South in the U.S.A.?  Lots of people seem to find her conceited, maybe not even interesting.

Funny

Ellen DeGeneres got Chloe Grace Moretz in trouble with her attitude that kids with a parent from the South in the U.S.A. are better than everyone else no matter what they did to make their life humble.

Quick Shower

Then, I'll come back and do my nails and sleep.

Let's Get the Skinny

So, my elaborate ideas of like meeting Tim Burton and Ginny are not sore favors.

Dillusional?

People who weren't close to me seem to understand me better.  Like, people who knew me my age are constantly wondering maybe life has no "contests" and games.  I don't know what the end result point is.  I just go along with life, and then I get into a social situation and people begin to cringe.  That is so immature.  Why don't you say what you want?

Wondering

Why people don't accept me being 1/2 Chinese.

Wale! (Well)

I just finished practicing singing.  It must have taken me a full hour about.

People in weird places

are close knit.  Why do I even know them?  ...  It is cool, but there's something funny @ it.

It's so funny how

It seems adults brush Ginny aside.  She's very attractive.  I don't like the funk she has like Tim Burton, I am absolutely sick of anything L.A.. "and the club goes bump goes bump."  Talk @ not working.  That's so annoying.  What is that?  Work is like gettins trong (getting strong.)

More Exercise

I did shoulder & legs.  See what I can do and need tomorrow!  Practice singing soon.

Why doth

Why does my teacher Ginny have a close bomb with the shit of Orlando?  Oh, bond not bomb!

What's Up

I did a core workout.  Also, when I ward off attention means I'm warding OFF attention.  Don't pick on me!

Why do you give a *beep* about Johnny Depp, yourself!