Wednesday, August 7, 2013
Feel Sick
Well, I had some of a fish, cooked spinach, bread and butter some heated, and all my vitamins. I didn't get more weight management pills, maybe at the end of August or beginning of September.
So, I'm on the road to recover.
So, I'm on the road to recover.
Annoying Stuff
My mouse is being weird. Also, I was so annoyed at incessant messages and from my mom that I felt like I was letting go of a child, the girl on my right.
Breakfast
I had a tiny bit of granola cereal. My orange slushie, too. I feel like throwing up again.
So
I don't really m********* to Tim Burton as a protocol, like @ how he choses to portray his films, whatever that means to you.
So
I am listening to Master of the House which I sang successfully.
Remember when Tim Burton made me m*********? Not smart. My flaw.
Remember when Tim Burton made me m*********? Not smart. My flaw.
You got me all shook up.
I just see a past of too many problems. I might not even be a healthy person.
So
We know 1 friend herself would like Ellen DeGeneres but is not responsible enough to consider trying to get her to meet her..
The other 1, what was it..I forget, some opposite issue.
What about other people? They can't all expect to meet Ellen DeGeneres. She could be at a big gathering of people, but it seems we don't have so much of that happening. We should be able to spread out with people like Ginny and the promiser Tim Burton. He says the movie is the thing. I don't have anyone to parent me. I think my parents are too stupid. LOL, jk.
The other 1, what was it..I forget, some opposite issue.
What about other people? They can't all expect to meet Ellen DeGeneres. She could be at a big gathering of people, but it seems we don't have so much of that happening. We should be able to spread out with people like Ginny and the promiser Tim Burton. He says the movie is the thing. I don't have anyone to parent me. I think my parents are too stupid. LOL, jk.
Wale! (Well)
I made my 1st sammich in a long time, but my heart can't take all this ham, really. I had cheese and ranch. I washed a few spinach leaves, which will quell me.
I noticed my friends are really sheltered or 1 is when she's really mean and finds out something. I can understand this. I just feel she projected an image by her own decision. I don't tell the world all about her all the time. I hope not. See, she'd react to that. She's younger than me. The older 1 won't talk to me, so I guess she doesn't, neither.
I see though here Orlando it's pretty trashy. The people at that meeting are all dazed and have their own issues.
You know, Ginny, off canoeing somewhere, while we're on a ship. Talk about wanting to be different. O, it's kayaking! That's so cute!
Something big in the support group today was about how much attention I get I think. I mean like from people in the world. I am just popular like a ruler or the President. About being accessible to stars, well, that's that, I get to be judged and it came out nice. I do not understand so much how we will organize more fun because we certainly need it I daresay. What about Hayley or however her name was spelled, a little English girl on the PotC board on MySpace. I came, and they just left. I kept posting, but no one would answer.
I noticed my friends are really sheltered or 1 is when she's really mean and finds out something. I can understand this. I just feel she projected an image by her own decision. I don't tell the world all about her all the time. I hope not. See, she'd react to that. She's younger than me. The older 1 won't talk to me, so I guess she doesn't, neither.
I see though here Orlando it's pretty trashy. The people at that meeting are all dazed and have their own issues.
You know, Ginny, off canoeing somewhere, while we're on a ship. Talk about wanting to be different. O, it's kayaking! That's so cute!
Something big in the support group today was about how much attention I get I think. I mean like from people in the world. I am just popular like a ruler or the President. About being accessible to stars, well, that's that, I get to be judged and it came out nice. I do not understand so much how we will organize more fun because we certainly need it I daresay. What about Hayley or however her name was spelled, a little English girl on the PotC board on MySpace. I came, and they just left. I kept posting, but no one would answer.
Group Support, Today
I think they thought the ship really went down, like they know about my old friends, were looking at me and turned to really like me, all turned on. They made me laugh a lot, too. I covered most of it.
Well
They look at me and I can feel them judging me. They think I am not fair underneath and that everything I do is tacky.
What?
There's something wrong with my posts? I just made 1 post shorter. I need some real friends. I was thinking of all the weird thoughts that get thrown at me in Orlando. Physically, I have no outlet.
Health Benefits
I just feel I was healthier when I was trying to coordinate a school schedule. I really wasn't all that bad. I don't think the teacher expected this. It was really annoying seeing the disciplinarian. He was gonna like do 1 of 2 options to retreat from the classes. I am under the impression I am advised not to take classes from that teacher, but I like her and maybe none of the other teachers. I take private singing from her. You see, I would get there around 6 AM. I could do a number of things. I go to Weight Training @ 9-10:15, lunch, jogging, shower, then theater classes. I'd go home and see a therapist once a week, no pill. Then, I'd just come home. It seemed to fit in. I guess you'd say this teacher is antsy @ the text. She didn't really seem to teach. It was more like a work shop. She'd just talk @ theater gossip, like that exists for her. She just is an attractive person. I kinda don't know @ going back. Why doesn't she just open her own school? I don't wanna take her classes. I dunno how I will fit in anything else in my life. This was a bridge for me, so I could work out, too. It didn't work. I at the beginning had to do things for my Florida Residency and somehow got it fixed and stayed in all 3 classes. Now, she's a full-time professor there with office hours. She doesn't teach at the other school. I think she thinks the crap homework actually is something. I thought it was about getting together and acting. That's not work. Well..whatever.
Getting Help
Well, I have a therapist, which is all the help you need. She is a big help. She feels like my mom. I was so surprised to see her at the psychiatrist appointment. I was all dressed up.. I mean, I don't know how long she's been in Orlando|Florida, though. People seem pressured about their opinions of Miami. I dunno, there's a culture and a new, growing culture people tend to in their lives. I was pretty damn excited about all these cultures. I guess the new TV season is starting, again, and I can watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show.." What else? My goal is just to get in the Disney parade. I was gonna work, wanna wait until I get better at a sleep schedule. I really like that kinda stuff, into classical stuff and kid stuff and artsy stuff! It's really exciting. There are people here keeping Disney alive. Oh, yes, I wanted to try to get on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." I guess I have to do something on Facebook or see if she has contests to enter this time. I'm gonna go over and check out her site. She's getting older, but like other older people, like I can look up to her. I'm not sure the experience of the older people. I feel denied and shied of my identity, but Ellen seems to be able to handle anything in life. I'm a bit lonely and depressed. I got kicked outta that class. The staying at a mental place was adventurous and I felt good from going to school! I can't go to school even if I wanted now! I need a note, and I don't know if there's anything I can enroll in now. So, I'm not sure what I'll do for day to day normal commencements.
How I Feel
I'm cold. I'm jittery. My head is sore. I feel like I'm regurgitating and have to blow my nose. I just had a regurgitating seizure.
I'm okay. I just went to the bathroom. So cold.
I need to solve my life. I'm nowhere. I need to learn to cook. Cook what? We got fish.. I have bread and butter as an option. I wonder if I could make something tasty..too bad I just thought pizza. Well, how about we just had stew and I dunked my bread in it. I've been asking for spaghetti and sausage. That's all I ask. You know, I used to hate that. I see you can make some neat stuff, maybe mix spices. I wanna eat at Olive Garden and have more of that shrimp appetizer.
I was lonely sobbing into myself on my sofa with an old comforter.
I was cheered to see Bella dressed like Alice in Wonderland for a Planes thing by Disney. I hope the kids all love it!
Maybe I should turn on some music.
I'm okay. I just went to the bathroom. So cold.
I need to solve my life. I'm nowhere. I need to learn to cook. Cook what? We got fish.. I have bread and butter as an option. I wonder if I could make something tasty..too bad I just thought pizza. Well, how about we just had stew and I dunked my bread in it. I've been asking for spaghetti and sausage. That's all I ask. You know, I used to hate that. I see you can make some neat stuff, maybe mix spices. I wanna eat at Olive Garden and have more of that shrimp appetizer.
I was lonely sobbing into myself on my sofa with an old comforter.
I was cheered to see Bella dressed like Alice in Wonderland for a Planes thing by Disney. I hope the kids all love it!
Maybe I should turn on some music.
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